Carrying your beautiful soul for the past nine months has been nothing but joy and an absolute blessing! I am in awe of your strong heart and movements, when I am lying in bed admiring you inside my belly. I completely and wholeheartedly adore you! I can’t wait to watch you and help you grow into the fiercest, strongest, most lovable little lady that I know you will become. I thank God every day for blessing me with your spirit and I thank you for choosing me to be your mother. You are all I have ever wanted in my life and I am the happiest, proudest momma to the most beautiful baby girl –YOU! I will treasure and love you always through the difficult times and the jubilant times of your wonderful life. I can’t wait to meet you, hold you, and show you the love I am so anxious to give to you. You came into my life at the most perfect time, no matter the situation that brought you into this world. You saved me from a life that I hope you never have to endure. If it weren’t for you, my love, I can assure you that I wouldn’t have found people to help guide me and a place to go. When I found out I was pregnant with you, I was terrified that I wouldn’t be able to raise you. I believed that I wasn’t strong enough or prepared to give you the life you deserve. Being at a stage in my life where I was homeless, all alone, and financially incapable –even having a loving family, I was not able to have a safe place to call home. I was scared that I wouldn’t be a good or even halfway decent mom. After hearing your wondrous heartbeat and falling so desperately in love with you, I realized you were meant to be mine. I prayed to God to guide me through this journey and keep you healthy and strong. I started to receive blessings after I came to a wonderful place called Casa Teresa. Casa Teresa gave us a place to call home and surrounded us with such wonderful, inspiring women with the kindest hearts. These women help us in more ways than I could have ever imagined. We are healthy, safe, loved, and appreciated. None of this would have been possible if it weren’t for you, my little angel. I would still have been lost, afraid and so lonely, with no idea of where I was going to go in life. All those feelings and emotions have changed drastically since you were conceived. You are the most important person in my life already and I will embrace every incredible moment I have with you. You will always be adored, protected, and cherished. You are the perfect blessing! Never forget how much I love you and thank God every day for choosing me to be your mother.
With all my love and soul, Mommy
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